There was a time when i was having too many
losses of relationships due to losing of temper . One daymy teacher scolded me without
any fault of mine and as usual i screamed Very much at my teacher and that was wrong even if i was
right.
Teacher is the first god in journey of life how could i disrespect him and
then i thought of changing my self because i was unhappy with deteriorating
relationships of mine with everyone, friends ,teachers , parents. And then
another dayiwas scrolling down in my phone i read about Buddha and being a
student i want to know about him because of the wisdom he achieved and i read
there his last words that is appodevobha womeans
“be a light unto yourself” which means “be yourself” and I just cancelled the thought of changing myself and
satisfied my behaviour and next day i
was going somewhere with my family and a drunker was beating his wife in public
and i thought to slap that guy but we walked off . And that night i did not sleep thinking that
if iwould get that kind of guy in my life and blah wlahand then i thought he is
doing the same as i am doing “being self” . And more sleepless nights make me
realised that being yourself does not mean stop improving or not improving . So
just embrace and learn the lessons and move on.
Do
not deny to a lesson of your life in the name of being yourself just because it
wants some change in you.
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